Monday, October 24, 2005

I think, therefore I am....

I really tend to wonder sometimes whether I am mentally unstable as most people tell me or just crazy. And sometimes tend to wonder whether I am foolish or brave. A lot of these things haunt me a lot of times but one thing I must admit is that in the end I enjoy the most compared to others being the way I am. I guess no one else would brave to stand in freezing water in the middle of nowhere helping people cross a stream and in the end be at the verge of hypothermia and still enjoy it. Nor would any one drink water with elephant pee in it when on a trek to Bandipur. Nor would anyone else brave to drink rain water unfiltered directly from a puddle. And no one else would certainly sit in snow without a shirt in freezing temperature just for the kicks. When I come to think of it I guess I just have a dick that’s half an inch longer than most of them. I have done some of the craziest thing, hurt myself the most and in the end enjoyed every bit of it.

But then coming to seriously think of it I wonder why I am that. Is it because of my genes cos my dads more crazy than me (He’ll fight a cobra and give it the first two bites before getting bitten.), or is it because I am outright foolish and crazy. Why do I do things that would send shivers down other people’s spine just hearing what I have done?

I guess there is just one answer and that is I think, therefore I am DANGEROUS.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i now ur a slum guy...u know a great thing about guys who don't have money but still feel like world richest man; who can't play cricket well but tries very hard to be good, but still ends up bad & dreams of being Sachin one day;a desi village kid who learns english and he's good at it, thinks he can be a great orator who can change the world; there are people in this world who think they r diffenrent from other and cando much better than others...i like that...enjoy being urself..

Anonymous said...

Hollo :)

Suma